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Never felt...

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 8, 2009, 9:51 PM


[ So Utterly Useless ]

Lately, I've felt so much like a child.
It's painful.

I'm in my Senior Year of high school and I'm terrified.
I can't do anything after school because I've gone a fucked up my GPA, and I'm too fat to join the Army or any branch of military.

I'm lost.

Not only this, but so many of my friends are suffering.
And I can't seem to do anything about it.
I feel useless.

No matter how well I'm doing at something.
No matter how much people compliment my work...
I just can't shake this feeling of total and utter uselessness.

I know I just sound like all the other non-conforming conformist teenagers whining about their lives...
But it's how I feel and since I have difficulties talking to my parents I figured I'd vent it out here.

-Glass

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: So Far Away by Crossfade
  • Reading: Frankenstein by Mary Shelley
  • Playing: World Of Warcraft
  • Drinking: Water

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  • Current Residence: Left of the place to the Right, Washington
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: >>;;
  • Print preference: ...?
  • Interests: You eyes, your hair, your lips, your body...-coughs- NOT REALLY! Geeze! People are too serious today
  • Favourite movie: The Dark Knight, The Ultimate Gift, ooooorFinal Fantasy VII: Advent Children
  • Favourite band or musician: Mötley Crüe!!!!!
  • Favourite genre of music: I love me my Rock 'n' Roll.
  • Favourite artist: Too many to mention here. ^__~
  • Favourite poet or writer: Same as artist.
  • Favourite photographer: Some friends of mine.
  • Favourite style of art: Anything, really.
  • Operating System: Bodily organs?? Or..Computer? Dell.
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod.
  • Shell of choice: Sea...Shells...??
  • Wallpaper of choice: Changed rather often, really...
  • Skin of choice: Personally I prefer my own, but you could donate. I wouldn't mind.
  • Favourite game: Who knows. I play too many.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2 or Wii.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Not sure...I like too many, ha ha.
  • Personal Quote: "We're not the damned... We're just the categorically fucked."
  • Tools of the Trade: Sketchbook, Sharpies, Notebooks, Pencils, pens, and colored pencils. =]

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:iconmushcello:
Thank you for watching XD

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:iconglass-alice:
Thanks for you watching first. XD

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:iconmushcello:
lol sure like you said your user name was very easy to remember Kim. :3

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:iconufukozkurt:
thanks for the fav... :)
:iconglass-alice:
Thank you for such an amazing post. =]

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May the Fleas of a Thousand Camels infest the Crotch of the Person that Screws Up your Day and may their Arms be too short to scratch.
-Proud Risembool Ranger-
:iconmyashadow:
Thanks for the :+fav:!

:party: <--- Not really relevant, but who couldn't use a good party?

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"For the Angel of Death spread his wings on the blast,
And breathed in the face of the foe as he passed;
And the eyes of the sleepers waxed deadly and chill,
And their hearts but once heaved, and forever grew still."
:iconglass-alice:
Hey no, thank you for the :+fav: mate!!

And you're so right, who doesn't like a party?

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May the Fleas of a Thousand Camels infest the Crotch of the Person that Screws Up your Day and may their Arms be too short to scratch.
-Proud Risembool Ranger-
:iconmyashadow:
I can dig it.

:party::spin::bounce::dance::party:

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"For the Angel of Death spread his wings on the blast,
And breathed in the face of the foe as he passed;
And the eyes of the sleepers waxed deadly and chill,
And their hearts but once heaved, and forever grew still."
:iconhaihaishinysweets:
Daikon radishes mixed with 2 parts wine will make your head bigger by 1,000 pounds...I hope you are ready...:)

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If only the sky would crumble and fall, I could fly to anywhere.
:iconhaihaishinysweets:
Oh...I think you know...*wink-wink*

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If only the sky would crumble and fall, I could fly to anywhere.

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